I can't really say what was going on in my head, but I wanted to create something so unusual that it would be impossible for one to tell what it is or what it means. I have received many responses from people about what they think it means, and all were very different....this is my point exactly!

Lifeless, weak and without hope for life: transforming into an unknown element: damned and helpless against the out of control urge buried deep within. Release and the ability to let go is no option...

A confined beauty to see nothing more than what was shown. A reality hindered; an incurable, desolate atmosphere only to leave the somber waste.

The unknown over-powering the weak, the innocent, the helpless; drained of all energy and life...then finally acceptance.

This was a piece I had actually forgotten about. It was the first piece I conjured when I awoke from my hibernation stage of drawing and painting. I didn't want to put it on here due to the fact that it is definitely not my best work in the least, thus the title Catastrophe, but I look back on it and remember one person that had inspired me to use my talent again. The one person that gave me so much hope and inspiration to pursue my dream. Thank you Jeroen van Valkenburg...my beloved friend!

Domination. One element exhausting other able weaklings.

I always loved the sound of silence! Life can be too noisy and can destroy creative thoughts. Silence is a breath of fresh air and food for the mind.

I wanted to express that using my style; incorporating a nice flow with subtle and delicate color so that the mind can take everything in...

Ashamed of physical appearance, ashamed of ones self with no ambition for life. Purposefully hiding her true identity...

Endless desolation

I conjured this up on the way home from Holland at the end of '05. I couldn't find my graphite pencil so I used a cheap ballpoint pen, and surprisingly so, it worked out soooo well. I guess my main purpose of this drawing was to develop a natural, yet odd, and surreal imagery. The only feeling I think I had at that moment was a bit of sadness. I loved Holland so much I just didn't want to leave and go back to the hell that is the US. Thus, Vertigo was created.

I can't really say what was going on in my head, but I wanted to create something so unusual that it would be impossible for one to tell what it is or what it means. I have received many responses from people about what they think it means, and all were very different....this is my point exactly!

Lifeless, weak and without hope for life: transforming into an unknown element: damned and helpless against the out of control urge buried deep within. Release and the ability to let go is no option...

A confined beauty to see nothing more than what was shown. A reality hindered; an incurable, desolate atmosphere only to leave the somber waste.

The unknown over-powering the weak, the innocent, the helpless; drained of all energy and life...then finally acceptance.

This was a piece I had actually forgotten about. It was the first piece I conjured when I awoke from my hibernation stage of drawing and painting. I didn't want to put it on here due to the fact that it is definitely not my best work in the least, thus the title Catastrophe, but I look back on it and remember one person that had inspired me to use my talent again. The one person that gave me so much hope and inspiration to pursue my dream. Thank you Jeroen van Valkenburg...my beloved friend!

Domination. One element exhausting other able weaklings.

I always loved the sound of silence! Life can be too noisy and can destroy creative thoughts. Silence is a breath of fresh air and food for the mind.

I wanted to express that using my style; incorporating a nice flow with subtle and delicate color so that the mind can take everything in...

Ashamed of physical appearance, ashamed of ones self with no ambition for life. Purposefully hiding her true identity...

Endless desolation

I conjured this up on the way home from Holland at the end of '05. I couldn't find my graphite pencil so I used a cheap ballpoint pen, and surprisingly so, it worked out soooo well. I guess my main purpose of this drawing was to develop a natural, yet odd, and surreal imagery. The only feeling I think I had at that moment was a bit of sadness. I loved Holland so much I just didn't want to leave and go back to the hell that is the US. Thus, Vertigo was created.